I am not in good terms with my dad right now..
Nung May 13 kami nagstart hindi magpansinan. Well, if I were to ask, I don't see anything wrong with our situation right now, cold war. (I know I might sound feeble-minded because he's my father..)
Here's what happened last Tuesday:
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I came from our medical examination and arrived home by 2pm. (It's in my another post..) I was really exhausted. He greeted me but I was not in the mood to talk. Honestly.. I often answer my parents 'harshly'.
Ahm, I think, that's the reason why my friends call me a BRAT. Any hows, he asked me if I have already had my lunch, I replied "Tapos na!". (pasinghal, sabi nga nila.) And, another reason why I answered 'harshly' was because it's already 2pm and I am hurrying to open the television because Jumong na!!! =) Aun.
I watched and I thought he was sleeping.
Right after Jumong, my mom came and she had pansit with her for our merienda. My dad went into the
kitchen. I went also to get a plate and fork for the pansit.
I told him, "Pa, kain ka na ng pansit."
I was shocked with his response.
He told me a foul word.
I answered back, "E di wag!"
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Ahm, I think, that's the reason why my friends call me a BRAT. Any hows, he asked me if I have already had my lunch, I replied "Tapos na!". (pasinghal, sabi nga nila.) And, another reason why I answered 'harshly' was because it's already 2pm and I am hurrying to open the television because Jumong na!!! =) Aun.
I watched and I thought he was sleeping.
Right after Jumong, my mom came and she had pansit with her for our merienda. My dad went into the
kitchen. I went also to get a plate and fork for the pansit.
I told him, "Pa, kain ka na ng pansit."
I was shocked with his response.
He told me a foul word.
I answered back, "E di wag!"
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From then on, 'di na kami nagpansinan. Di ko siya pinapansin. Sabi nga nila,
"If you do not have anything good to say, better SHUT UP!"
And, that's what I am doing right now. I might say something harsh again. I might answer him stridently again, that's the reason why I am keeping a cold war between us. I don't care. I'm not a kid anymore. I don't pay attention to him right now even though my mom pleaded to diminish the gap. I refused. She doesn't know what happened. I know he is my father but STILL he doesn't have ALL the rights to SAY and DO the things he'd love to.
Time will tell when will I stop snubbing him. For now, come what may. Besides, this is not the only time he'd done something rough towards me, my mom and my sibling.
I still remember the past.
Time will tell when will I stop snubbing him. For now, come what may. Besides, this is not the only time he'd done something rough towards me, my mom and my sibling.
I still remember the past.
2 comments:
madrama ka rin pala bak? haha... kala ko ako lang ang madrama sa trinity eh (given na si lhot, dahil EMO un..joke).. Alam moh, tatay mo pa rin sya eh. At wala na tayong mgagawa para baguhin un. Alam mo namang kaaway ko din madalas si papa di ba? Pero kahit papano, nagpapansinan kami. Kasi mabait ako. haha.. JOke. Ewan. Mas mabigat sa loob ko ung away namin ni mama eh. Anyways, malapit na yata magfathers' day kea't kailangan na makipagbati. OO nga pla, anong sabi mo? you're not a kid anymore? sapakin kea kita. haha. wala pa tayong 18 kaya't tandaan mo, lahat ng galaw natin kailangan pa ng patnubay ng magulang. reality bites bak..
graxa 4 paborito...haiz..for my introductory speech, I must admit that i was taken by surprise,honestly.wit wat?with all the things that had happened betwin you and father..its getting cold and cold and i hope time won't come that you both are numb..as in wla ng mramdamn towards each other..ahmm, all I CAN SUGGEST IS THAT,better not talk na nga lng so dat the tension would be lessen(sana!). Pra din no "flowery word" wud com out of your mouth anymore...hehehe...lamig..cease fire bak..take the initiative..fudrax is old enough.ikaw ang mas higit na nkakaintindi.=)
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