We met last school year. Syempre, first year first sem. (Masakit mang isipin, two years ako sa 1st year! haha. Nagtransfer kasi ko. hmm. =) Kami lagi magkakasama, si via, ako, si Alyssa, Gen, Fatima and Allen. hmm.
Ayun, masaya naman kasama si via. Game lagi. Magulo, nakakawindang. Hahah. Somehow, she's sweet. I have nothing against her nung mga panahon na 'to. Although we had misunderstandings, it's tolerable. I also met her bestfriend, Mccoy.
Nung second sem lang naging 'close' sila Alyssa and via. But not the same as our closeness. Ahm, just to be honest, una pa lang, hindi na feel ni Alyssa ang aura ni Via. I ignored her notion. Kasi para sa'kin, via is good enough to be my friend. (Nung una.)
Kaso, dumating yung time na nagkagalit kami. As in galit. Wlang pansinan. Dedmahan. Parang hindi talaga magkakilala. (I forgot the reason why we had this feud.) Matagal din kaming hindi nagpansinan. Kahit sila Alyssa, naguguluhan kung sino sasamahan nila sa'min. Hindi talaga kasi kami mapagsasama. Parang bombang sasabog! hehe. Inspite of her "not so good aura" to via, Alyssa still persists to cease fire between us. They made efforts for us to kiss and make up. Mag-isa lang ako lagi. I went home for lunch. I went home early. No gala. No tambay. School, bahay lang. (Boarding haus..hehe=)And, actually, may mabuti naman yun na nadulot sa'kin. Malaki ang natipid ko, in fairness. Haha. Also, I had more time studying. Mas matataas din yung mga scores ko in my quizzes. I was more focused.
BUT, there's this time na napilit ako ni Alyssa na isabay na si Via sa lunch namin. Pumayag ako. Specifically, sa Chowking kami naglunch. haha. Ayun, super kwento pa rin siya about her life. Dedma lang ako. Kaso, may isyu na napasagot talaga ko. I just found myself talking to her. It's about his ex-bf. Nagkabati kami.
Pero, hindi na ko katulad ng dati towards her. HIndi sa pnlastik ko sya, it's just that, mahirap na ibalik ang dati lalo pag na-hurt ka talaga. Hmm. Marami kasi siyang sinabing against sa'kin nung magkagalit pa kami. Haay. THings na hindi ko rin akalaing masasabi nya.
Marami ako natutunan sa kanya. As in. Both good and bad.
*** Summer vacation ***
Kinukuwento ko siya sa mga hayskul friends ko and isa lang ang reaksyon nila, "naku! kaasar yun kasama!"
Na-shock rin naman ako, kasi, I never really expected na ganon magiging reaksyon nila. Haay..
Nasabi ko na yung good side ni via, bad side nya? War freak. Plastik. (Nasabi ko yung plastik mula nung nagkagalit kami. Napakahabang story. Basta, masasabi ko, nasabi nya halos lahat ng mean things sa'kin.)
Dahil vacation, hindi ko sya nakakasama. Mga hayskul friends ko lagi. I realized na malaki na nga nabago sa'kin lalo sa ugali. Na-adapt ko lahat. Naiinis na nga rin silA Alyssa sa'kin eh. I become tactless & war freak. (Sinabi niya yun sa'kin, ni Alyssa.)
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Malapit na ulit pasukan. Pinipilit namin na dumistansya na kay via. Although, mahirap kasi, this time, kami na lagi ang magkakasama because we have the same course. Hindi naman namin siya kakalimutan talaga, we'll just have to keep our distance. This is also for our good.
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Via (I know mababasa mo rin 'to.),
I know you'll take this too harsh. I know how you think especially if things don't go your way. Pero sana, you'll understand. Someday.. We have different lifestyles and I think, that's one of the reason why hindi ka na namin ma-tolerate this past few days. Haay. I am not blaming you for the changes in me. In fact, some of your deeds are very much appreciated.
Anyway, Thanks for the friendship.
I know you'll take this too harsh. I know how you think especially if things don't go your way. Pero sana, you'll understand. Someday.. We have different lifestyles and I think, that's one of the reason why hindi ka na namin ma-tolerate this past few days. Haay. I am not blaming you for the changes in me. In fact, some of your deeds are very much appreciated.
Anyway, Thanks for the friendship.
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